Smokers outside, non-smokers inside. ;)

Also smokers should pay higher taxes for the crap they bring into the air.


My brothers were heavy smokers when they still lived here, so I've been a passive smoker for my entire childhood and early teens. Even though I NEVER EVER touched a sigarette myself. My oldest brother also smoked weed often in his room so the entire house smelled of it from time to time. Junk, all of it..

Since I downloaded anime. When you're so out of it, you can't keep track of the interesting shit when it dóes come along. That's rare nowadays though. But I'll give it a chance.

This time it's 黒執事/Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler

In a manor house on the outskirts of Victorian era London, butler Sebastian Michaelis serves Ciel Phantomhive, the twelve-year-old head of an English noble family and a toy and candy empire, who serves directly under the Queen. Sebastian carries out any task required by his master while solving the problems plaguing England with ease and perfection, because of his demonic lineage and Faustian contract with his master.

That's almost Count Cain-ish.



But that guy looks funny enough. XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJL8DfWJYK8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ec_4yGV2HpE

... Ai No Kusabi 2009/2010 remake?! O__O Dude, the original is like.. a classic of its genre. I've seen it once, very depressing but pretty good.
Will check it out.

THAT BUS.

After waiting in the cold for more than 40 minutes with not a single bus to Eindhoven (and back) showing up, I went back home. Screw them.
Asked classmates to explain it to Minamisensei.
And my mother is being an unreasonable bitch about it, placing the blame on me as always.


Also, this:



"HOLY LUNATIC"



Only in Gemert.

You know what's one of the cutest, most lovable things about this era?





Gackt's obsession with the continuous fumbling of his lower lip or chin.
Often in combination with staring into space.


It's also been a BIG lifelong habit of mine that I simply can't get rid of.
In some of the darkest corners of my mind I miss it in Gackt and hate myself for it.
It's just cute.

Hm. I remember the Puffy and Gackt survival game being one of my first lengthy Gackt vids to watch on Youtube some 4/5 years ago. :)

News reached us that my brother's girlfriend (the other one, not the one with a kid) had been walking around with an ectopic pregnancy (had to look that up in english, I didn't even know such a thing existed.. bah) for a few weeks. She's out of surgery and at home already so I'm glad, but also surprised.
They've been together for more than 10 years, live together but are not married and never showed any intention of wanting children before. She especially didn't seem willing because she loves her job too much. Good woman. *thumbs up* XD
Though.. I'm secretly hoping that my oldest brother's kid didn't change that, and that this was an accident. My oldest brother's second one is coming next month and I'm all "aaggrrhh eekk heellppp" already. *hides*

Ending an ectoptic pregnancy is a form of abortion, isn't it? I wonder how anti-abortion parties justify it (which I sure hope they do). Seriously, I had no idea it could happen. :/

Well, it ís nasty business after all. Pregnancies. *shivers*


As for me, I'm being plagued by ulcers on the gums in my mouth. Damn it, I can hardly focus on anything with the pain. And for once I am QUITE BUSY. ;__; YES BODY, I KNOW I am short on vitamins, don't sleep enough and eat too much mandarins, but don't start punishing me for it!
And my mother is being all triumphant about it, using it as another excuse to scold me for my poor eating habits.


Edit: The contract my cell provider practically forced upon me (ok ok it will benefit my wallet) came with an LG Renoir. Basically it's the same as the Samsung I currently use, just with an 8 megapixel camera slapped on it's back. I'll just place the SIMcard in my Samsung for now until I find the time to check the thing out properly.. I mean, I had that Samsung for barely half a year.. :/

Get a fucking job.



I'm tired. This schedule really, really sucks.
All classes for Thursday are canceled, so I won't stay in Maastricht and work on that photobook project thing. Man, I won't survive Friday... +___+


And I'm bored. What is everyone up to? :)

I'm in a bright mood today despite the rain (FUCK YOU WEATHER, FUCK YOU), and even though I was at school way too early to go to the obligatory mentor talk of this block in which nothing relevant was said.............
And now I'm back in my room because I don't want to wait until 14:00 for class to start. Even though I doubt if I'll find the strength to go again now that I'm in my lazy chair... XD

IW order is paid for, they should be shipping in a few days. Bless them and their ULTRAFAST order procession, really. :)

Now just let me go dry my hai--



...

IT'S KARMA I TELL YOU.
STOP IT. O_O

Baaaahh photoshop. Let this man be 36 already. XD

Just placed my order. Bye €200 + surelyrediculouslyexpensiveshipping.



Black bolero will follow.. next month, early next year?

Now if I sell that white jsk, my wallet won't complain as much. XD

I nearly forgot that ordering from lolita brands is much more fun than ordering from Dears. Who make you wait half a year for a fucking dvd you order in september. *mumbles*


Edit: Failish new journal icon *dances*

Our history teacher sent everyone mails with links to a documentary about the Tokugawa jidai on YouTube.


Like hell I'm going to watch that. It'll spoil Tenchijin for me. D<

I know, I'm hopeless. XD



(I arrived at episode 32 this evening)



Be good Uesugi boyz and wear them with style. If it weren't for Kagekatsu wearing that "donotwant" expression 24/7... XD



Chacha (Oda Nobunaga's niece, Toyotomi Hideyoshi's concubine) and Kiku (Takeda Shingen's daughter, Kagekatsu's wife). I WANT TO BE PRETTY KYOTO PRINCESS TOO. D:

Sorry for another entry, but I decided I will probably be selling my shiro lolita jsk very soon. And I'm most likely going to replace it with a bxw IW jumperskirt with larger sizes so I won't feel like I'm bursting out of my clothes when wearing lolita anymore. It's good that so much of my stuff is offwhite, it matches with pretty much everything. XD
Maybe I will buy another shiro jumperskirt when I'm back in Japan. I can't order any random jsk from the net because chances are high the white won't match with most of the white in my closet.



I like this look a lot. That jsk is stunning, and the white is very subtile so the dress can be combined with black as well as with white. It's refreshing for me and that's good, because I was getting so bored with lolita lately.. *lol*

バスト * 85～98cm
ウエスト* 64～81cm

≪ショート≫
着丈 * 93cm
スカート丈 * 55cm

Justice for size 38 girls, yay!!

Rushed back from my niece's 18th birthday just now under the excuse of having to let the cats back in, since it's raining buckets outside.
Originally I didn't plan on going, but I quickly threw some makeup on my face (which is in a horriblly irritated condition now that I removed it again, the skin around my eyes has been protesting against makeup ever since school started again this week) and went anyway to show some good will.

Man, the situation on my dad's side of the family has changed só much since my uncle broke up with the woman he had 2 kids with (they were together for 20 years but never married) and started a new relationship with another, and marrying for the first time. I think I already talked about that once before..
I used to go over to their house a lot as a kid, and Anita was my favourite aunt; she was really good with kids and we always did fun things. Of course I stopped going there as often when I got older, and then all of a sudden I had a new aunt (Karin) and a new niece. This year they renovated much of the house and I don't recognize it anymore. HD flatscreen tv in the livingroom, another one in the ubermodern kitchen, it's really something to be jealous of; they used to live in a condition likely to ours, not too leisurely but ok, you know? That's why I got along with their kids, they weren't spoiled at all. Well, Karin has a wellpaid job, while Anita spent all her time with the kids. So it's only logical they can afford these things now. When my uncle married Karin, we weren't invited, and at that party just now, I didn't recognize anyone except for some neighbours who never come to our house (even though we practically live next to my uncle). My mother was also horribly quiet. I just had to get out of there.

Yeah, we're a bit like the black sheep of the family, even more so when looking at my mother's side. It doesn't réally bother me since I'm not that family-focused anyway, but.. ahwell. I have a feeling it does bother my mother a bit, though. Her sister stopped coming to her birthday some years ago, but she still forces herself to go to her sister's because her sister will get angry if she doesn't.

Remember my birthday this year? It was on my introduction day at school, and when I came home only my grandparents were there, and they left again in a 30 minutes. I didn't see my brothers that day either, they just forgot. That was truly the most un-birthday like birthday I ever had. I'm not a birthday-person, but it saddened even me.

And you know what's the funny thing? When Sherely's 1st birthday was celebrated here, we ran short of chairs. The house was FULL of people. Family members I hadn't seen at my birthday (or my mom's or dad's for that matter) for years all of a sudden came over and stayed for the entire afternoon.
I'm not jealous of the little brat, hell, it's futile to be jealous of a baby. It's just ridiculous.


I don't know what I'll do with New Year this year. I'm completely open for invitations, it's not likely that my parents will do anything.. so I'd rather spend time with friends as much as possible during winter break.